as ordered, Goddess

So I keep trying to figure out how I got here….I have a phd and Goddess Aleena is a graduate student!!! Now she is using me as her little research puppet, running around getting information for her!!! I should be her professor or mentor, and look at me…and now somehow she has me trained so that when I look at a photo of her and her friend, I turn into mush and she orders me about-like starting this blog-I have never blogged before-and look at these entries-the things I have to do and say….it is amazing…and now I worry that things will progress….she will crank things up and make me her chore boy –I can just see me wearing panties scrubbing her bathtub out….or she will take me to the photos and then on IM make me give her all kinds of personal info..my cell phone…wfies….work address…..my home address..whatever…and then even worse, what if I am in this weakened state and she calls me and makes me say my name out loud, makes me say yes maam over the phone…repeat my personal info…make me tell her I am her puppy and bark..or her “piggie” as she likes to call me and oink….and she hears that and I hear myself do it!!!!!!!!!!!!! I get like a zombie after the photos and her IMs telling me to relax and submit…….SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I don’t even want to think about seeing her live and what might happen…and now that the photos are getting a little old, what is she sends new ones with her or her and friends and I stare and get week….it could go on and on………..