i am a weak sissy faggot

Goddess aleena has ordered me to write about getting dressed inwomens clothes and sucking dick. i see myself putting panties on and then tight white pants and a pinkblouse. i have to put on lipstick and other makeup and must walk out in public..i am made to suck cock for her..she orders me to geton my knees, hands behind my back as she laughs at me..she uses a dildo then has a man use me....it is so humiliating..howdid it happen how could I be doing this...it is so strange..but i want to obey her and be good.....the man pulls out of my mouth and shoots all over me face...i cant stand it but she wont let me wipe it off...i must pay her then the next man comes in and it starts over....i dont know how this happend or even why i am writing this, but i hope it pleases her.