the future?

so...I still have no good idea of what my future holds....I have not heard since being promised this would be laid out to me-but this is because I have been so busy...I suspect I will hear about this soon and then be able to worry.....after a few days of no contact, it seems unreal that I actually address a 25 year old as Ma'am and sit and take it when I am called names and put in my place...I am sure it will come flooding back.......I realize that if/as a live session with Goddess Aleena occurs with or without her gf that this could mean the end of me in terms of resisting and acting like I am not submissive to her......but I guess we will see.....stay tuned for my complete collapse over time or how long I keep my head above water...