weak, pathetic, helpless

ok..so yes, I am a wimp loser..and Goddess Aleena is so much more powerful than me...I admit it...and it will get worse I am sure..when I try to fight she sends photos and I get weak and stupid-and I don't even know why. She is much more talented and experienced and powerful than the other girls on nf...she just is....and I am now in her hands....a "toy" and will keep you posted as you makes me more and more of a slave and humiliates me in ways to entertain herself, friends and readers, and I try to fight and lose...and lose...I suspect once she meets me live that will cement it all and I will be hers until she dismisses me if she ever does.